We Humans

When the time comes
and the time will come
when higher ups, stranger or unknown will come
and try to understand who humans are
i will be there, just ready to answer
with a bit of grief and little bit of love
don't know what is my expression and i
i will say it all
we humans
are just a small dust traveling in space
we think million years is long
and long ago we are all one
we slowly grew and developed
its like going through history book
but somehow
somehow we were soon to know
we weren't the only one
there were lots of animals
and potentials with them
but we raised above and higher
we were never satisfied
we were jealous and afraid
first thing we did was abused the nature
the nature and all it had
then the nature of mankind
the nature where other humans lived
and the nature where other than humans lived
we were soon
soon to know we can't beat all others
we called ourselves greatest
we created laws and flaws within them
we created the crime and solution an newer ones everyday
we created myths, legend, gods and dreams, just to say
just to say, we are the great but we are inside a cell
or we put ourselves there,
physically we were free but in our mind we decided
we decided
we could do this this this but not this
we made ourselves into labels
and when thought carefully
together we could do them all
we can turn all those tables
but never
we were diversified and localized
that's one side.
To the next point we can see humans minimalist
the karma came back or whatever the reason
maybe mother nature was terrified
humans were haunted for long long time
survival creatures exist here for sure
but they know the ending is near
they look forward to colonize all other places they could think of
they create theories to themselves
they say they are small but they are great
they show they love living but are everyday dead
they don't know what they want so just imitate
they look at things and just persuade
they think things and make them happen
sure they are great
but they are not all there

I, as a human

still carry the pride to be the greatest

among the species

i don't even know if are there.

Humans are emotionally derivate strong minded and well willed unintelligent beings;

• we humans carve intelligence and lack realization
• we humans love being loved but hate being hated
• we humans are ready for everything life has for us
• we just don't know them
• we humans are not weak but believe we got weakness
• we humans are brave, we just can't bring them
• we humans are different and the end.

GAZANANDA

With you its different
different kind of vibe
different kind of feel
the way you talk,speak and move
I am always there watching from distance.

We meet in my thoughts and dreams.
I call me loser and to challenge my self
I try and best say hi to you in my extreme
its like you study biology i study computer
and both of us have different definition for cell

You may not like me
but i like you and you may hate me
but i don't hate you
its funny thing about love
I can love whoever i want so do you

I am not the type to make promises
But i don't think i will be scared if you ask me to
the pace and race against time goes on
and i find myself at the end of the line ready to fail
but failure still feels awesome if its for you
but its kills me to know i failed you

The ancient ones And holy book

When the think of holy book
The ancient ones
The Vedas, Mahabharata and Ramayana
I know the writers were creative scientist
They found out a new element  - religion/belief
Merging them with the fear and faith
They saved centuries long deaths
Deaths which could be caused by being unhygienic, unscathed , or natural diseases
They gave away the details in such a clever way
They called Ayurveda incarnation of lords
They compelled people to eat, work and restrain
Forced them for clean environment and socialization among family and friend
They literally brought good from human in return of heaven

Woah, all hail to those writers
 The creative travelers and whim workers 
They played all of it so cool 
People believe in them for so long 
They gave origin stories, early and youth struggles and deaths 
.Its like a franchise movies of gods replaced by books

It definitely helped back then
But what now
People's faith failing
On love, life and gods
They try to follow Science but not understand
They see the stories but not the action
They visualize the whole scene but do not learn
It matters not if the god really exist
I do not care what y'all believe
Keep on the good work, don't kill

But the gold old man

I mean, the writer/scientists

!Could be as evil as devil

.Made all these religion fuss

,Cause they knew this day will come

.Hatred. Discrimination. Mass murder

.These all based on people's faith

.Damn, that devil is great

.Lot of hard work and patience

,Despite the future you created

.I gladly declare you the greatest

GAZANANDA

What do I want?

A desire to do something, I get it.
That's what want means but
What do I really want,
How do I really feel?

I get confused like really.
I don't want to open up but I will certainly.
It's like talking in codes
but you will understand what i mean if you've been through it
SO, here it is!

All you in this room is seen

Most of you are good

and few of you are into my grip

Its not a hard one but lets say its stalking

People I like keep getting lost

Nowhere to be found expect in thoughts

Creation of crazy thoughts

I choose you and you and you

no talk, no watch. You will notice but you are in doubt

I am everywhere you are just not connected

I try to open up and shut down  just not to get busted
Even if I talk i fear if its more fun, than this

Chasing is greater than achieving already

Its in my head

Its in my mind

Its just a illusion

Its just a post image i am sure to see 

I don't want what you want but I want you

But do I really want you or to want you?

do I really care enough to get near?

do I really worth of your attention,

but again is it really alright to just run behind?
I know I won't initiate it no matter of the loss.

I know you don't really care how much I rush.

But still, its a mirage i keep seeing

and then again is the mirage for me?

Do i really want you or want to want you?

I think i want you to want me .!

GAZANANDA